I am a 41 year old woman expecting my 5th child. This pregnancy was not expected and I am extremely exhausted. Not just from the pregnancy but life in general. I wondered how I am going to handle (at my age) having another child. The world is very negative about children,let alone having another child in my circumstances. Missy's website has encouraged me in God's love, sovereignty and help. If an earthly father has so much love for his daughter, how much more our Heavenly Father. I am so sorry for your premature loss. What a wonderful young woman she is. As a Christian, I too, look forward to meeting her in heaven.